[carvinC980t_kid]

well said penguin boy! the thing about appearing to be happy on the outside/while in public, but not happy in private.... that is completely true! i know plenty of people like that. heck, that is how i am most the time at school. act happy so i don't have to listen to people ask me the same question of "what is wrong" or "why are you an a**" a good friend of mine is like that alot and she is like 1 step away from needing help she is so depressed. she stayed with her bf who went to the army and then he told her he had cheated on her throughout a whole year long relationship and made her wait around for 3 months of not seeing him and she had no idea... now she is pretty f*cked up from this whole thing.