[This has got to die]

Steal Blade

Oh taker of life,
Took more than you know,
His body hits cold floor
Arm stretched out as his last breath flowed

Oh sweet child
Take me home
Take this feeling away
Be strong now, don’t let it bring you down
Down

And its never to late
To make things right
But you made a big hole
And the foundations are clear

Please hold on strong,
Cause im going to fast
Were going to crash
And my dreams went with him.

Arrivederci il mio amico più dolce

You have gone further away
Yet I feel closer than ever before
Evry breath that is taken
Brings me one step nearer
To home….


Something im working on to be honest im not sure at all and wanted some unbiast opinions

One more this one has had more edits than to top one so hopefully is more refined

Falling on the wrong side

The tracks that guide me
Have gone wrong
Now im sliding
Have no where to turn

The bottles my nearest and dearest
Oh why cant someone take me home?
I smuggle and hide
Whatever I can
To help cure my craving that’s never to far
A smile on my face
Belays my heart

I don’t want to make a scene,
I don’t want to make a fuss,
These lies are killing my inner buety
So I lie to myself
And hope I come through
But the drink brings out the worst
And im naked for all to see


You spread your poisonous words
I lose myself first
Then my friends drop one by one
Like fire fly’s die into the night
Till I don’t know who is who

My skin turns battle ship grey
My hair loses its shine
You don’t know how much it affects me
And will kill me for a time to come

A temporary new dawn
Lifts my heart
But the clouds drift back
As you sail once again into my heart
Even after I had fled the rut
And I felt strong
You can bring me back down

Never before had I felt pain and Fear
Scared to walk the streets~
The bottle was my escape
And my only hoe
Deep down
Hating what I had become
A friend saved me but it might not have been so

How far were you willing to go?
Would hanging be suffice?
Or just watching me drink till oblivion enough?

So joke and laugh about it now
Even I will join in
But never will I forget your lies
And deceit

Never will I give you the ammo to hurt
I pity you now
But hate still runs deep,
I wish I left you
In your pilled up state
And I mean that to this day
Instead I made you be sick, nursed you back to health
Even held you in my arms and cried in hope you would be alright
Mutterd I love you and ment it with all my soul
But you took it with a pinch of salt
Should have known then, just how selfish you could be
If only I had forsoe, the evil you would become

I can lie and say im ok
But the chasms and scars remain upon my soul
I loved you like my first