[laura...]

overall id say this lyric sums me up ridiculously well :P;

and im always hanging on
and im always closing doors
and im always saying no
no, when I really really want it all

and right now i just cant get these out of my head(& my signature), pretty much sum up what im feeling this now;

If you push me I'll fall,
If you pull me I'll drown,
If you're gonna be nailing me down,
I won't rise again

and this one;

...but I was lonelily looking for someone to hold
in a way I lost all I believed in
and I never found myself so low

x