what got you down today

niallo · 03-25-2006, 03:07 AM

hello im stoned again and dont mean to be a killjoy but what got you down today

ill start this by saying i lost a good friend recently ,but wish if she could find it in her heart to forgive me

.think she might know who i mean.

Rovena · 03-25-2006, 03:19 AM

niallo · 03-25-2006, 03:22 AM

thanks Rovena

Beevers_uk · 03-25-2006, 11:53 AM

Aww hope she forgives you

dramaking · 03-25-2006, 07:35 PM

yeah, i cross my fingers for you niallo.
work got me down these days...i'm working that much that i don't have time for friends and stuff at the moment...that really sucks...

Beevers_uk · 03-25-2006, 10:22 PM

Aww man that sucks! Can you not cut down on your hours, or something like that?

Being with two friends, who are going out with each other! And they were all, "i love you", "i miss you", "can i have a kiss?", "hold my hand", "cuddle me", i love you"

Stupid lovers, Stupid couples, Blurghhhhhhhh... (Wheres that bitter and twisted thread gone?) Blurghhhhhhh...

Cali · 03-25-2006, 10:57 PM

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Originally Posted by Beevers_uk

Blurghhhhhhhh... (Wheres that bitter and twisted thread gone?) Blurghhhhhhh...

sorry carl but that's kinda funny

Beevers_uk · 03-25-2006, 11:01 PM

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Originally Posted by Cali

sorry carl but that's kinda funny

Are you laughing at my... (whats the word)... Emotion Vulnerabilities (Is that right)

Cali · 03-25-2006, 11:04 PM

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Originally Posted by Beevers_uk

Are you laughing at my... (whats the word)... Emotion Vulnerabilities (Is that right)

no i'm not, i promise. that's why i didn't quote your whole post, see? i'm laughing at the blgggghhhh part

Beevers_uk · 03-25-2006, 11:05 PM

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Originally Posted by Cali

no i'm not, i promise. that's why i didn't quote your whole post, see? i'm laughing at the blgggghhhh part

lol, ok. I will let you of then!!

Cali · 03-25-2006, 11:06 PM

Beevers_uk · 03-25-2006, 11:09 PM

Aww ok! I definatly let you off, how can i hold a grudge after a hug?

Cali · 03-25-2006, 11:10 PM

you can't

Beevers_uk · 03-25-2006, 11:12 PM

Exactly!

So did anything get you down miss B? (Not that i wanted anything to, just curious!)

Cali · 03-25-2006, 11:33 PM

V

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Originally Posted by Beevers_uk

Exactly!

So did anything get you down miss B? (Not that i wanted anything to, just curious!)

Beevers_uk · 03-25-2006, 11:37 PM

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Originally Posted by Cali

V

What??

loll

Aisling · 03-26-2006, 02:49 AM

niallo gets me down

dramaking · 03-26-2006, 10:23 AM

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Originally Posted by Beevers_uk

Aww man that sucks! Can you not cut down on your hours, or something like that?

well, i could. but you know it's all about money...i want to move in the next weeks or months so i really need some. so in the end it's okay

jenn fox · 03-28-2006, 01:59 AM

ah dramaking and Beevers...I feel your pain...I can't wait to move, I'm crawling the walls day after day...and I'm really really hating lovers at the moment...I give up the business of love...give it all up!!

dramaking · 03-28-2006, 06:56 PM

thanks jenn!

and don't give up!

ami · 03-28-2006, 07:04 PM

yeah dont give up!!

what got me down is not getting paid.......that sucks.....now i cant even buy love!!!!!! so im ****ed all round!!!!

buddy · 03-28-2006, 07:11 PM

It's going to cost $400 to fix my car. That's really got me down.

insane_lorraine · 03-31-2006, 01:03 PM

Writing yet another essay

I seem to be getting nowhere in my expanding list of college work.

Rovena · 03-31-2006, 10:47 PM

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Originally Posted by insane_lorraine

Writing yet another essay

I seem to be getting nowhere in my expanding list of college work.

I perfectly understand you...my Lit teacher drives me crazy. Now, I have to write paper on Romanticism...I can't count how many pages I wrote this week..sooooo many papers to write

insane_lorraine · 04-01-2006, 11:10 AM

^ it's annoying but i guess it has to be done!

I'm very down today- lost my wallet yesterday : (

Beevers_uk · 04-02-2006, 11:39 PM

... Two friends falling out with each other

maryb21 · 04-03-2006, 01:39 AM

Not being able to talk to beevie as yet. and oh yes you came back on friday right? where the heck are you!!!!! come online now mister!

dizzy cannon · 04-03-2006, 04:58 AM

i need a place to vent so i picked this thread.

so i live on campus in college with 2 other people i cant stand. they are so messy, they break and use my stuff, they are loud at night, and i constantly find random people i dont know on the couch in the morning. so this is why i want to live off campus with the 1 girl i like in my apartment and her cousin. the cost might be slightly higher living off campus, but in the end its me who is taking out the loan and will be paying it off when i graduate. i would rather pay the extra money to be able to live in a quiet place with people who respect my things.

i'm 20 years old and feel i should be able to make that decision. my parents on the other hand still treat me like im 5. my mom seriously calls me every night and 9pm on the dot and several times on the weekend. if she knows im not at the library she will call at least 5 times on a saturday or sunday. i've stopped trying to have a real conversation because everytime i do i just get a lecture about something im not doing right. i cant even call her for a short converstation just to let her know something thats happened. last week i just called to say hi and i got a 15 lecture for something i didnt do right. i've just made the deans list and most likely ill be doing research at yale university this summer. i feel like i dont get any credit for what i do and i just get yelled at.

they tell me i'm an adult and can do what i want but i still have a curfew when im home. YES IM F*CKING 20 YEARS OLD AND HAVE A CURFEW. if i went to a party which i dont ever party or drink my mom would surely not approve and she would find out because she calls me so many times on the weekends. my parents control just about every aspect of my life, but act like they dont. "oh jenn, you can do whatever you want." and then "if you do that then dont expect me to pay your car insurance" or "if you live under this house you will abide by my rules"

so why cant i make the decision of where i want to live at college? i would rather find a place that im happy in then live somewhere with crappy people that have completely different reasons for attending college. my parents think im just going to pick some random place in the hood thats not safe and infested with rats or something. or im just going to not figure out any of the details about leasing and subleasing and get screwed in the end. everytime the subject of looking for apartments comes up i tell them oh this place is really nice its right by the campus and looks really safe. but that just seems to go right in and out their heads.

im so mad at everything right now i dont think i can formulate anything else. sometimes i would just like to quit school just so i can get away from having to live or depend on my parents.

i think this is definetly one of the longest entries ive posted on here

buddy · 04-03-2006, 05:27 AM

I don't have any advice for you on how to deal with your parents. I think everyone goes through something similar with their parents. It's an almost unavoidable situation, one you're probably stuck with.

However, on the apartment front, maybe you can involve them in the apartment search. If they feel like it's one that they pick out they might be more willing to let you live there.

Hendrik · 04-03-2006, 09:36 AM

I know that situation, dizzy. The moments where you feel left alone, and your parents don't understand a damn thing...

Even when i lived alone for a while it was like that (which was far more depressing). I just wish you that all will turn out well in the upcoming future.

Just had a look at your aquarium pics and it freaked me out a bit....i so friggin hate scary looking fishes they give me the creeps.

03-25-2006, 03:07 AM	#1
niallo Eskimo Regular Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: Ireland Posts: 1,871	what got you down today hello im stoned again and dont mean to be a killjoy but what got you down today ill start this by saying i lost a good friend recently ,but wish if she could find it in her heart to forgive me .think she might know who i mean. __________________ Baby were already saved; we can never be apart Last edited by niallo; 03-25-2006 at 03:09 AM.

03-25-2006, 03:22 AM	#3
niallo Eskimo Regular Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: Ireland Posts: 1,871	thanks Rovena __________________ Baby were already saved; we can never be apart

03-25-2006, 11:53 AM	#4
Beevers_uk Esquimal Conducido Pasión Join Date: Mar 2005 Location: In My Sugar Coated World, Filled With Angels And Love And Happiness And... And You. Posts: 4,421	Aww hope she forgives you __________________ ...~Gemma Hayes~... - Just To See How Hard, You Can Make Me Cry - ...~Duke Special~... - Im Not Who You Think I am, I Slipped A Stranger Inside - ...~Noelie Mcdonnell~... - You'll Be My Muse, And I'll Be Your Poet - ...~My Myspace Thingy~...

03-25-2006, 07:35 PM	#5
dramaking King of Pain Join Date: Oct 2004 Location: Germany Posts: 3,833	yeah, i cross my fingers for you niallo. work got me down these days...i'm working that much that i don't have time for friends and stuff at the moment...that really sucks... __________________ ...if i could change one thing about myself, i would not take it all so seriously...

03-25-2006, 10:22 PM	#6
Beevers_uk Esquimal Conducido Pasión Join Date: Mar 2005 Location: In My Sugar Coated World, Filled With Angels And Love And Happiness And... And You. Posts: 4,421	Aww man that sucks! Can you not cut down on your hours, or something like that? Being with two friends, who are going out with each other! And they were all, "i love you", "i miss you", "can i have a kiss?", "hold my hand", "cuddle me", i love you" Stupid lovers, Stupid couples, Blurghhhhhhhh... (Wheres that bitter and twisted thread gone?) Blurghhhhhhh... __________________ ...~Gemma Hayes~... - Just To See How Hard, You Can Make Me Cry - ...~Duke Special~... - Im Not Who You Think I am, I Slipped A Stranger Inside - ...~Noelie Mcdonnell~... - You'll Be My Muse, And I'll Be Your Poet - ...~My Myspace Thingy~...

03-25-2006, 03:19 AM	#2
Rovena what will you say? Join Date: Jan 2005 Posts: 2,643

03-25-2006, 11:06 PM	#11
Cali Vegetable Eskimo Join Date: Sep 2003 Location: A room of musical tunes Posts: 5,158	__________________ Scrubs Ted and Kate Micucci Screw You (full song) __________________________________ note: my name is NOT short for California

03-25-2006, 11:09 PM	#12
Beevers_uk Esquimal Conducido Pasión Join Date: Mar 2005 Location: In My Sugar Coated World, Filled With Angels And Love And Happiness And... And You. Posts: 4,421	Aww ok! I definatly let you off, how can i hold a grudge after a hug? __________________ ...~Gemma Hayes~... - Just To See How Hard, You Can Make Me Cry - ...~Duke Special~... - Im Not Who You Think I am, I Slipped A Stranger Inside - ...~Noelie Mcdonnell~... - You'll Be My Muse, And I'll Be Your Poet - ...~My Myspace Thingy~...

03-25-2006, 11:10 PM	#13
Cali Vegetable Eskimo Join Date: Sep 2003 Location: A room of musical tunes Posts: 5,158	you can't __________________ Scrubs Ted and Kate Micucci Screw You (full song) __________________________________ note: my name is NOT short for California

03-25-2006, 11:12 PM	#14
Beevers_uk Esquimal Conducido Pasión Join Date: Mar 2005 Location: In My Sugar Coated World, Filled With Angels And Love And Happiness And... And You. Posts: 4,421	Exactly! So did anything get you down miss B? (Not that i wanted anything to, just curious!) __________________ ...~Gemma Hayes~... - Just To See How Hard, You Can Make Me Cry - ...~Duke Special~... - Im Not Who You Think I am, I Slipped A Stranger Inside - ...~Noelie Mcdonnell~... - You'll Be My Muse, And I'll Be Your Poet - ...~My Myspace Thingy~...

03-26-2006, 02:49 AM	#17
Aisling Mel is so hot right now Join Date: May 2003 Location: Bromwich suite Posts: 2,773	niallo gets me down __________________ america is so hot right now

03-28-2006, 01:59 AM	#19
jenn fox Eskimo Regular Join Date: Jun 2004 Location: United States Posts: 2,064	ah dramaking and Beevers...I feel your pain...I can't wait to move, I'm crawling the walls day after day...and I'm really really hating lovers at the moment...I give up the business of love...give it all up!! __________________ if I knew all the words, I'd write myself out of here.

03-28-2006, 06:56 PM	#20
dramaking King of Pain Join Date: Oct 2004 Location: Germany Posts: 3,833	thanks jenn! and don't give up! __________________ ...if i could change one thing about myself, i would not take it all so seriously...

03-28-2006, 07:04 PM	#21
ami DR rep Join Date: Mar 2005 Location: Eire Posts: 215	yeah dont give up!! what got me down is not getting paid.......that sucks.....now i cant even buy love!!!!!! so im ****ed all round!!!!

03-28-2006, 07:11 PM	#22
buddy Eskimo Regular Join Date: Jun 2005 Location: detroit, mi, usa Posts: 917	It's going to cost $400 to fix my car. That's really got me down. __________________ the girlshapedlovedrug messes with my mind bbc4 sessions

03-31-2006, 01:03 PM	#23
insane_lorraine Eskimo Regular Join Date: Sep 2005 Location: Co. Donegal Posts: 199	Writing yet another essay I seem to be getting nowhere in my expanding list of college work. __________________ "Now and in time to be, Wherever green is worn, Are changed, changed utterly: A terrible beauty is born". W.B. Yeats, Easter 1916. Why do we give up our hearts to the past? And why must we grow up so fast?

04-01-2006, 11:10 AM	#25
insane_lorraine Eskimo Regular Join Date: Sep 2005 Location: Co. Donegal Posts: 199	^ it's annoying but i guess it has to be done! I'm very down today- lost my wallet yesterday : ( __________________ "Now and in time to be, Wherever green is worn, Are changed, changed utterly: A terrible beauty is born". W.B. Yeats, Easter 1916. Why do we give up our hearts to the past? And why must we grow up so fast?

04-02-2006, 11:39 PM	#26
Beevers_uk Esquimal Conducido Pasión Join Date: Mar 2005 Location: In My Sugar Coated World, Filled With Angels And Love And Happiness And... And You. Posts: 4,421	... Two friends falling out with each other __________________ ...~Gemma Hayes~... - Just To See How Hard, You Can Make Me Cry - ...~Duke Special~... - Im Not Who You Think I am, I Slipped A Stranger Inside - ...~Noelie Mcdonnell~... - You'll Be My Muse, And I'll Be Your Poet - ...~My Myspace Thingy~...

04-03-2006, 01:39 AM	#27
maryb21 Colombian Eskimo Join Date: Jun 2005 Location: Cartagena, Colombia Posts: 490	Not being able to talk to beevie as yet. and oh yes you came back on friday right? where the heck are you!!!!! come online now mister! __________________ "Love is the revolution we all shall seek..."

04-03-2006, 04:58 AM	#28
dizzy cannon senseless eskimo Join Date: Dec 2004 Location: south jersey, usa Posts: 796	i need a place to vent so i picked this thread. so i live on campus in college with 2 other people i cant stand. they are so messy, they break and use my stuff, they are loud at night, and i constantly find random people i dont know on the couch in the morning. so this is why i want to live off campus with the 1 girl i like in my apartment and her cousin. the cost might be slightly higher living off campus, but in the end its me who is taking out the loan and will be paying it off when i graduate. i would rather pay the extra money to be able to live in a quiet place with people who respect my things. i'm 20 years old and feel i should be able to make that decision. my parents on the other hand still treat me like im 5. my mom seriously calls me every night and 9pm on the dot and several times on the weekend. if she knows im not at the library she will call at least 5 times on a saturday or sunday. i've stopped trying to have a real conversation because everytime i do i just get a lecture about something im not doing right. i cant even call her for a short converstation just to let her know something thats happened. last week i just called to say hi and i got a 15 lecture for something i didnt do right. i've just made the deans list and most likely ill be doing research at yale university this summer. i feel like i dont get any credit for what i do and i just get yelled at. they tell me i'm an adult and can do what i want but i still have a curfew when im home. YES IM F*CKING 20 YEARS OLD AND HAVE A CURFEW. if i went to a party which i dont ever party or drink my mom would surely not approve and she would find out because she calls me so many times on the weekends. my parents control just about every aspect of my life, but act like they dont. "oh jenn, you can do whatever you want." and then "if you do that then dont expect me to pay your car insurance" or "if you live under this house you will abide by my rules" so why cant i make the decision of where i want to live at college? i would rather find a place that im happy in then live somewhere with crappy people that have completely different reasons for attending college. my parents think im just going to pick some random place in the hood thats not safe and infested with rats or something. or im just going to not figure out any of the details about leasing and subleasing and get screwed in the end. everytime the subject of looking for apartments comes up i tell them oh this place is really nice its right by the campus and looks really safe. but that just seems to go right in and out their heads. im so mad at everything right now i dont think i can formulate anything else. sometimes i would just like to quit school just so i can get away from having to live or depend on my parents. i think this is definetly one of the longest entries ive posted on here __________________ "You're still reaching for the moon." "No, father. The moon's reaching for me!" myspace

04-03-2006, 05:27 AM	#29
buddy Eskimo Regular Join Date: Jun 2005 Location: detroit, mi, usa Posts: 917	I don't have any advice for you on how to deal with your parents. I think everyone goes through something similar with their parents. It's an almost unavoidable situation, one you're probably stuck with. However, on the apartment front, maybe you can involve them in the apartment search. If they feel like it's one that they pick out they might be more willing to let you live there. __________________ the girlshapedlovedrug messes with my mind bbc4 sessions

04-03-2006, 09:36 AM	#30
Hendrik Teddy Daniels Join Date: Jan 2004 Location: Berlin Posts: 9,693	I know that situation, dizzy. The moments where you feel left alone, and your parents don't understand a damn thing... Even when i lived alone for a while it was like that (which was far more depressing). I just wish you that all will turn out well in the upcoming future. Just had a look at your aquarium pics and it freaked me out a bit....i so friggin hate scary looking fishes they give me the creeps.